I hate this feeling of missing something…

John Legend ya’ll

So are you happy? Please define happy. Just happy? Filthy rich happy? In love happy? God knows there is a lot of happys. But are you really happy? Because you may be happy for just that moment.

Say for example you bought a new car. U took good care of it. You are happy. Then maybe one day you met into an accident and your car is badly damaged. You are now not happy. You took it to the mechanics to fix it. Cars can be repaired. But will you still feel happy?

Maybe I won’t be happy until I reach my goals in life? Or maybe I am happy just the way it is. But that is just it. Point is, it don’t matter if you’re happy or not happy with what you have or don’t have. Being happy about yourself is most important. Maybe I’m crapping a lot. So what?!

I’m happy that I have friends who cares for me and I have the greatest mother a son could ask for. Ma, sometimes I took you for granted. For that I’m sorry. I know I’m not a kid anymore. I will fix myself and make you proud.

Sean, if you’re reading this post, I just wanna say sorry that I didn’t wanna talk about it. We’ve known each other for a long time and you know how I am. I have changed in certain ways but I am still the same Megat you knew back in the days. I hope you can understand.

I would be a happier if I could buy a new car. Or maybe a new phone.

Happy or not happy now, I just have to say that I am grateful with what I have, my family and friends. You guys are the greatest!