I hate this feeling of missing something…

My Days Without You…

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When you do something for a very long time, it becomes a habit or a routine. For more than a decade I have been taking nicotine as my daily supplement and just a week ago, I quit. The healing process sucks! I’m experiencing dry cough and phlegm’s every morning and last friday I got sick.

This morning I heard mom talking to our neighbour about me being sick and off from work. I joined in their conversation. My neighbour told me that she too went through the same process when she quit smoking not long ago. Whoa… she used to smoke? Cool…

So she was telling mom that I shouldn’t have stop cold turkey. I said it’s either or neither. Point is I’m quitting.

And now I have one less habit or routine in my life which is smoking.

When I was smoking, I get sick and still continued smoking. Now that I quit smoking, I still get sick. How tragic… Well, this is only temporary.

It’s like letting go something you love so much and having to live with it. Huh? Oh, you mean sacrifice?

Yeah…

3 Responses to “ My Days Without You… ”

  1. Gravatar Freak and Geek Says:

    You’ll be fine. give it another 2 weeks.

  2. Gravatar Joey Says:

    awww..get well soon :)
    you’re really scaring me now..im trying to quit too at the moment.i dont know what has gotten into me ..i guess i juz want to be a better person I suppose

  3. Gravatar maggot Says:

    Freak and Geek: Yeah.. in due time…

    Joey: Thanx sweets. Don’t worry.. it’s only temporary. :P

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